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this x'mas, my dear friend said,
"Mmm, firstly, Merry Christmas to you! and I hope this christmas is the best you've ever had! I mean really, how bad can buying a new house for Christmas be?"
oh well, really, i dunno know how bad it can be.. or am i supposed to say, i dunno how good it can be? oh well, watever.. i can't possibly guess, and i dun think it's such a good idea to expect.. so, probably i shdn't be thinking too much abt it.. but u know, some things are not meant to be avoided.. what will be will be..
in any case, my family is moving house soon, before i go to US.. dun ask me too many questions abt it.. some stories are not meant to be told.. and u are one of those whom i have told the story to, u are probably one of the few very unfortunate ones..***************************************************
i rememeber, alvin once said that in his next life, he wants to be a girl, or at least a human, because humans can think..
well, okay, maybe, probably.. but wats the shame abt being an animal which cannot think? and if u are really reborn as an animal, u probably wun feel so ashamed abt it cos u can't think.. and who knows, maybe animals can think.. and if they do, yet not feeling much stressed or troubled like humans do, they are probably much smarter creatures than we are..
I recall from Tuesdays with Morrie, that in one of the chapters, Morrie was out with Mitch and happened to see a baseball match, i tink.. and one of the teams was shouting, "We are Number One! we are Number One!" and so Morrie thought or said, "What's wrong with being Number two?"
well, and so, there's nothing wrong.. there's nothing wrong being the best, or the 2nd best, or the last.. and thus, there's probably nothing so bad abt being an animal rather than a human.. who knows, maybe some just like it that they are animals.. maybe they are happier? i dunno.. i was never consciously one before and i probably dun really know how izzit like to be an animal, living by instincts..
oh well, still, i dun think i want to be a human in my next life.. let me be a goldfisch.. i dunno if i will like it.. maybe i will, maybe i won't.. and who knows, maybe in my next life, when i'm a goldfisch, i would wish to be a human in my next next life.. woohoo, vicious cycle.. i laugh.. ironic..***************************************************
so, what so difficult abt being a guy? izzit really tat tough to make a girl happy? to not make a girl angry? wat's the problem here? i dun see any problem here.. i dun find it difficult to make a girl happy, and not to make her angry.. so, wat's the problem here again? oh i see, no problem.. ha, maybe i shd be a lesbian.. woohoo.. fang, onz not? i laugh..***************************************************
ok, so wats the point here? no point, pointless, crap.. yup, juz crap..
luv,
xin *thinking too much, therefore crappy*